Ujian Itu Laluan ke Syurga, tapi dengan syarat

hai assalamualaikum

guess what.. 6 dec 2021 last post on this blog. didnt find it relevant anymore.. but for me yg suka writing, this is the diary and dialog within me. anyway bnyakkk sgt benda dh jadi.. kehidupan bersimpang siur.. kehidupan tenang dan badai. terumbang ambing. biasalah. semakin meningkat dewasa, semakin bnyk cabaran hidup. semakin bnyk peluang, semakin x tahu mencari arah ke mana, things isnt easy and peace, thing isnt bad and horrible too.. thats how life develop my mindset

from 2021 to 2025, my life has change a lot.. with recent status, im just shock with whats god prepare for me... thats about it.. shock in a way that i need to reflect myself, things couldnt be so bad.. insha allah

i got married in July 2022, i change my job (no more outstation), i stay at office with no friend coz dh selalu outstation *xde kwn kat main ofis*, i transfer my position or i may called in downgrade myself sbb dah kawen xleh outstation selalu, i turn down offer utk promoted sbb klu i accept, i kena transfer out and pjj with husband, im staying at the same position that i dont like, im not happy, thennnn BIG THINGS HAPPEND... my life was ssoooooo messed up.. allah je tahu perasaan menangis x berlagu.. allahukabar.. and today MARK ANOTHER BIG DAY FOR MY LIFE. i took annual leave for 3 days to settle things.. since raya haji, my life is no more normal.. no one knows this. no one.. i keep it to myself.. im just being myself.. but after all, i percaya allah tu kan maha kaya.. kun fakayun. when allah ckp jadi, jadi.. semua benda terjadi dengan kehendak allah,, kena ingat tu.. DAN AKU MENYERAHKAN SEGALA URUSANKU KEPADA ALLAH, SESUNGGUHNYA ALLAH YANG MAHA MENGATURKAN SEGALANYA,, 

believe in that sisters! you just go with the flow.. betul la bos aku ckp, kdg apa yg kita minta, allah x pernah tunaikan.. sbb allah lebih tahu,, apa yg kau doakan, x pernah allah nk bagi jalan mudah ke situ sbb allah lebih tahu.. serahkan segalanya pada allah...

so aku tanya balik ke bos, so kita x perlu berdoa?? bos aku kata "rilekss!" 
ok fine! aku kena rileks dan tenang2. xyah kalut nk settle sana sini.. allah kan ada... dia yg susun.. kau doakan je dia susun agar semuanya tenang dan mudah. allah bagi dugaan sbb nk naikkan darjat.. nampak cliche kan,??? tapi benar kawan2 sekalina..

tapi mcm aku, aku culas dan failed... aku tahu makin x keruan hidup aku.. makin hanyut,, aku akhirnya rasa sangatttt rugi.. aku  melantun, aku mengamuk, aku marah, aku maki, aku rebel bila dapat dugaan yg maha berat,..aku nagis la hari2, rasa hidup sengsara sangat dan allah di mana?? kenapa x tolong aku...itu condition aku masa aku di uji.. 

then aku terfikir, dan aku ajak korg skali fikir.. masa aku marah rebel atas ujian tu, aku lulus ke failed ujian allah tu?? korang rasa aku lulus??  

logicnya, bila kat sekolah kan, kita failed certain paper, kita kena repeat paper. bila repeat paper, dan konon soalan yg lebih kurang sama di ajukan... adakah kau akan repeat kesalahan lampau?? KITA MESTI belajar dari kesilapan lampau... sekiranya masih mengulang kesalahan lampau,  kau maki, mengamuk, melantun or meroyan lagi, dah confirm ko akan failed lagi..SO, kau nak fail lagi ke? - jadilah manusia yg lebih baik dari hari sebelumnya.. 

makanya, kalau di uji, wajib utk cuba bertenang, berdoa, solat taubat, zikir bnyk2 ingat allah, doa agar kau tenang dulu..boss aku pernah ckp, kalau zikir ingat allah, syaitan x mudah datang membisikkan hasutan jahat.. kalau istighfar, allah hapuskan dosa. kalau in sha allah kau akan lulus.. bila lulus, darjat tu in sha allah naik di sisi allah. dan kau seharusnya kena banyakkk bersabar bila darjat dh naik (kononya) sebab allah sentiasa ada untuk menguji hambanya dengan lebih hebat.. 

yg penting kau tahu kau berjaya atau tidak bila mana kau tgk kehidupan kau,  kau tanya diri kau, adakah kehidupan kini lebih bnyk pahala atau dosa? lebih bnyak pahala, in sha allah itu tanda kau lulus ujian..i said insha allah.. bukan confirm.. doa agar pahala bertambah!

allah tu ada 99 nama baik! setakat ujian yang kau lalui, nk compare dgn rahmat dan kasih sayangnya, jauhh beza kawan... ujian allah bagi baru 1 nk compare dgn (ambil contoh) , nikmat mata dan elok rupa paras yag allah bagi.. ujian dia bagi yang hanya berkali2 tu sedikit sangat nk compare dgn makanan lazat dan kesihatan yg dia bagi hari2?? kau faham x?  nikmat bernafas,, nikmat berumah.. nikmat berharta, berkeluarga, berkasih sayang, bersaudara, berjiran, berbaik, nikmat bermusafir. segala mcm nikmat. 

jadinya, sekiranya di landa ujian, kau fikir dengan tenang yg allah dh bagi banyakkk nikmat lain pada kau.. kau seharunya tenang dan bersabar.. kau mungkin menangis dan meraung tapi ketahuilahhh allah nk dengar tangisan dan raungan itu demi menjamin kau ke syurga,.. kau sabar kan diri.. bila org tanya sampai bila kena sabar? sampai SYURGA! 

lihat juga betapa banyak rahmat dan nikmat yag belum lagi allah bagi..

sekian

tolong doakan pengakhiran yg baik utk aku dan org2 yg aku kasihkan 

SNASZA & ……

Uterine Fibroid Opperation di Oriental Malacca Straits

 Assalamualaikum 

Im writing this with intention to share with those who looking for information on hospitalization / cost of operation in removing uterine fibroid. I wanna make it simple and concise, and really wanna help those in needs especially in terms of sharing information berkaitan fibroid and it cost in Malaysia. Kerana, when i was searching for info, there are very minimal information i obtain thru online. 

Uterine Fibroid. i was diagnosed with uterine fibroid in 2018. Symptoms, anemia + darah period yang sedikit pelik. prolong period for 12 days (still within 14 day) 

refer my case to KPJ Maharani, and was advised to consume ubat esmya but prescribed medicine was banned by KKM. Then, i refer my case to KPJ Ampang Putri (since it was MCO), which then i would like to conclude that both KPJ hospitals hospitality and services are not to my expectation at all. The customer service mismatch the price paid, slightly below expectation. And after did several survey, KPJ price is significantly higher than the rest of the hospital, especially when you had the dato's datin's as your specialist, its all about money in out jer, they couldnt care less. Berbeza sangat cara mereka advise patient. Di OMSMC, Dr Ridzuan take up about 30 minutes to explain in details whereby in KPJ, we have to ask and prompt the doc quest then only they will explain. Anyhow its your preference

6th August 2021 : Own initiatives. Transfer my case to Oriental Melaka Straits Medical Center. Called frontdesk and all of sudden, bercakap terus dengan doctor ridzuan, doctor sangat baik dan lembut orangnya. She advise patient thoroughly and always ans patients enquires in an understandable way. Agak di sebabkan ini juga, i teruskan follow up and medical check up dgn doctor and proceed with operation with Dr.

18th August 2021 : 1st appointment, since my Fibroid is around 14cm, doctor proposed of Lucrin injection to temporarily shrink the fibroid. As the size smallens, it will eventually helps in terms of operation risk in which, small incision only requires by the doctor during operation.

1st Lucrin Injection was on 18th August 2021. Impact dari lucrin yang i rasa adalah badan sangat2 lenguh dan letih. Joint hurts and its prolong for 2 days after injection. Supposedly doctor kata Lucrin x menyebabkan any impact to body health, but after several online readings ive made, it does give some impact to patient. Ntah laaa

16th October 2021 : Scan to see the result of Lucrin. The fibroid size shrink. Lucrin ini bersifat sementara, maka untuk elakkan fibroid kembali besar, operation mestilah di lakukan after 2 months from date of lucrin injection. KPJ xde pernah advise pasal injection lucrin ini dan harga untuk 13ml lucrin injection charge by Oriental Melaka Medical is RM1500. After 2 months, operation has to take place

2th Novemvber 2021 : All the way from Kl i drove to Melaka to surrender as patient. Swab Test required prior admission. Checked in bedroom at 7pm after swab results shown negative. Night, nurse come and go to take my blood.

Waiting for Swab Test Result. During MCO, no visitors allowed 

Solat Subuh dalam keadaan berdebar 

3rd November 2021 : 8.30 am ready on the bed for the operation. Full bius and alhamdulillah operation went well. Sedar diri pada 12.30 pm dengan kesakitan yang amat pada perut. i use traditional way of incision thus sakit ngilu perut kena belah tu amat terasa but painkiller will help reduce the pain. Day 1 memang akan banyak muntah akibat dari ubat bius yang di beri. I x berpantang. Doc kata xde apa apa larangan untuk makanan, just eat lots of Vitamin C and of cos iberet since blood level drop. 

13 units in overall. That's shocking kan. 

4th November 2021 : Start to walk on my own. and take shower. Perut still rasa sakit lagi its only my 2nd day. But i started to walk slowly around ward just to get used to it. Kena banyak berjalan untuk buang angin dalam badan. 

5th Novemver 2021 : Discharge day. Alhamdulillah i walked and settle all the bills by myself. From ward area at level 4, to pick up prescription, up to pull my own suitcase to the lobby area, amazingly,  i did all of it by myself with slow walk.  No need wheelchair and nurse assistance. Alhamdulillah mudah

Room for 4 bed at Oriental Malacca Straits Medical Center  

 

Main lobby for OMSMC 

Cost of uterine Fibroid Removal at Oriental Malacca Straits Medical Center for 3 days include meals for 3 times & room for 4 person (kosong xde orang duduk bilik begini di private hospital) : RM10,900k. .

The cheapest i guess so far for the private sector. ini x termasuk injection lucrin yang berharga rm1.5k dan scan2 perut sebanyak 3 kali yang berharga around rm100-rm200 sekali scan. 

Hospitality : 3.5/5 stars

Doctor Ridzuan : 4/5 stars 

Nurse : 4/5 stars

So in general, please seek for advise from the experts and ensure to not delay the operation (if it is required) as it may get worse. Perempuan ini banyak accessories Allah bagi, so please do your regular check up. Take time to embrace your body and alerts on the unusual changes that occur to your body. Usaha and selebihnya berserah pada Allah taala. Hes the Greates Creator kan. Finally, I really hope that this post will find you helpful. TQ